Thursday, May 4, 2006

This is not cheerful

I hate it when I do something that I know is going to cause me pain. I know it will hurt. There's no way it can't. And I do it anyway. I'm tired of all the emotions I've been feeling lately. I want my boring, happy life back. I want to feel peaceful and cared for. I hate being confused. I hate hurting. I hate crying. Caring really is the devil. Anyone who tells you different is seriously mistaken.

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