Silly, silly me...

I rushed around this morning to make it downstairs for a 1230van and at 1235 I asked the guy where everyone was. Oops... the van is at 1330. Go me. At least I won't be late now. I just talked to J a while ago and he miscalculated the bus time but it made him late. Crazy us.

The last few days have been crazy. I worked Mon am. Did naps Tues and Wed. Got back Thurs morning, went home, showered and packed and flew up to LEX for Shua's birthday that night. Flew home Friday. Went home, did laundry and felt kind of rotten. Almost called in sick for my trip this week. Had to duty in at 5am on Saturday which meant I had to wake up at 3:20. Saturday was one of the hardest days it seemed cause I was so tired and still not feeling too hot for some reason. Flew to Cinci, Greenville, back to Cinci, then to Tulsa. They were having Mayfest in Tulsa which was a big art fair out in the streets in the city all around our hotel. I napped by the pool for a while, then decided to wander around and see what all this Mayfest stuff was about. I ended up sitting on a bench for about 2hrs and watching the people go by. I saw more lesbians (and not the hot ones) than I've ever seen in one place. There was such a variety of people there. It was kind of sad cause you could tell a lot of them were all done up to go to the festival and they just looked misfortunate. I know I'm not the most fashionable person ever, but at least I don't have paw print tattoos on my inner thighs and shorts so short you can see them. There were so many crazy looking people I can't even begin to describe them. I wish I had had a camera just to document the oddity of it all. But it was thoroughly fascinating. One thing that I've been noticing a lot lately are wedding rings.. I'm not sure why, and that doesn't really matter. What it's making me notice though is that the most unattractive people have them, which to me says that someone, somewhere loves them and thinks they're attractive. I know it isn't 100rue but when I see women with rings on it just says "Someone loves me". Makes me a little jealous honestly. I must be coming down with something cause that is not how I normally think.

We have to leave in a minute and I'll be home tonight. I'm glad. Have to go back to Atlanta first, then do a Memphis round trip. These days have been really long. We worked from 12:30 to 12:30 yesterday. Little brother is graduating from high school tomorrow. It just hit me that it's really happening. I've felt so much more peaceful lately. I'm so glad. I can only handle so much unhappiness. Life is good and I am blessed. Hopefully I'll be off tomorrow and can do something chill. I miss my friends and family. They rock my face off.