today is my Monday

I've mentioned this before but it's so wonderful I have to say it again. One of the things I appreciate the most about life is the chance to start over and over. I love the way God made each day to only last 24 hours and then it's going to be over and you get a new day. I love how as bad as one day may feel, the next day can be totally new and different. The fact that everything changes and nothing lasts forever can sometimes be a sad thing, but I think it's also a blessing. Yesterday I felt really sad. Today I feel so much better. Nothing has changed. I just feel better. I actually have to go to work today, which would usually bum me out, but I'm kind of glad about it. I talked to my mom and sister yesterday which seemed to help a lot. I'm not sure how. Like I said, nothing about my circumstances have changed, but I just feel better. Maybe it's having someone else to share your burden with. Knowing that others will pray for the things that make your heart hurt. Knowing that you don't have to deal with your problems alone. It feels good. They are still the same but don't feel as discouraging. Yesterday was nice. I have faith that today will continue to be nice.

It started out kind of scary. I woke up to the sound of a door closing. My house is usually really quiet in the mornings as both of my roommates work early. I looked at my watched and was horrified to see that it said it was 1:30. I have to be at work at 3:55 and have to do laundry and pack and get ready for 6 days of work. I jumped out of bed and was surprised to see Tanya in the hallway. Evidently she was feeling bad and didn't go to work. It was soo weird for us both to be home in the morning. Nice though :). Even though we're both just doing laundry and computer stuff, it's nice to have someone around. Oh yeah, evidently the battery stopped on my watch and it was only 930. Good times.

This morning I dreamed that I was at some big house by the sea (I think). It seemed that there was someone giving tours?? I had J's camera in my hand cause I borrowed it (which I actually did). Strangely enough the ground, which was sand and shells suddenly became like water and we were all kind of swimming around. After we got back on stable land I realized that I had lost his camera. Not cool. Did I mention that I have really bizarre dreams? At least there weren't bugs involved.

I guess I need to go work on my laundry and my room. It's a disaster and I've kind of given up on it lately. But I know that I don't want to come home to the same wreck on Thursday night and then again on Monday. Hi ho, hi ho, it's off to clean I go.